I wonder - what do all of us want for our children. As I understand, every child is doing some form of "tuition" at home.

So what is the point of arrohi, what is this learning which is "led" by children

Back home after 3 days at K Campus, it all seems such a luxury. Yet there was a sense of peace there which is missing here

Other day at Bodichipalli someone pointed to Pranav and said - he is a BIG rowdy. This stuck to my mind, it tore my heart. I spoke to Amma. She told me the story of my uncle who went to Srilanka in the kallakappal ( illegal boat), how he was caught by police etc. And she told me how her mon used to say about that uncle - all fingers will not be the same. Today this uncle is the one who has such excellent relationship with all and binds my Moms family together.

It helped me calm down and not worry about the rowdy label.

Back at campus today.. Missed all the fun and action I feel. Surveyor has finally given a date of 12th May. So things should close out now. Actually quite tired today, but it has been an interesting day. Things are slowly settling down and getting into some pace and momentum of heir own. 

Been wondering - I encourage children to play with toys, you want to play... then play with toys, not with something natural such as water or rice or dal or any such thing. I have many rules governing the use of these, and wean away child from playing with natural elements and moving towards playing with toys. Wondering where I make these rules, this looks so paradoxical to me when I reflect